IMMUNOLOGY!!!!

why i have to study this kind of subject.have to make it interesting as i can which i'm not sure how to do it...urghhh
how i wish i can be more imaginative person than i am now

I woke up early today, 3 plus in the morning..excited over all I get to do before the clock strikes midnight.I have responsibilities to fulfill today.I am important. My job is to choose what kind of day I am going to have. my body feel a bit lumpy and weak maybe coz of the journey...but worth it yet sadly we have to be apart for quite some time..'maybe' ;p...Today I can feel sad that I don't have more money or I can be glad that my finances encourage me to plan my purchases wisely and guide me away from waste.Today I can mourn my lack of friends or I can excitedly embark upon a quest to discover new relationships...I can complain because I have to go to school or eagerly open my mind and fill it with rich new tidbits of knowledge.

What today will be like is up to me. I get to choose what kind of day I will have!


just wanna talk bout people typical attitude which is more important than facts.
It is more important than the past, than education than money, than circumstances, than failures, than success,than what other people think or say or do.
It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company.a home. a relationship. The remarkable thing is we have a choice, every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for the day.
We cannot change our past. We cannot change the fact that other people will act in a certain way.
We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90 % how I react to it.
i just believe wherever i go i will face the same people and i have to bare with those typical attitude they have.

random day

little rascals of my life

suddenly just miss my little kiddoz back at home... they are just too young too happy to be with.. remember those time when i was in my hometown,whenever my days went wrong i just simply go to them ,jz to be around them .. automatically simply vigorously eased my problems straight away within that day..can't wait to go back and regenerate myself back with those rascals and now with new family member, aina something, i cudnt remember the full name.. abang's newborn baby aina.. how complete my family now could be..im happy for both encik johari & puan shidah.. they have done greatest job for raising us..love u both!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

art of love

just love d song & lyric, received it from ikey while im in the state of boredom-ness..tx babe ;)

I'm saying sorry in advance cos this won't always go to plan

Though we don't mean to take our love for granted
It's in our nature to forget what matters
How when the going is getting tough
And we're all about giving up
Things that we never thought we'd gonna say, gonna say them
Things that we never thought we'd play, gonna play them
It ain't perfect, but it's worth it
And it's always getting better
It's gonna take some time to get it right

Cause I'm still learning the art of love
I'm still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out for me
Cause I'm still trying to learn the art of love

If I forget to get the door
Remind you that you're beautiful
I know my detail requires more attention
If I ever hurt you it's not my intention
Cause we're gonna make our mistakes
Find out how much your heart can take
But I know that you got my back
And baby I got yours

terms of happiness

how can we say that we are happy?

All human beings seek happiness. Some find it, then lose it. Others are able to hold onto it. Still others believe that a life of joy and contentment is an impossible dream.

Many never attain the level of happiness they expect in their lives, resigning themselves to a mediocre life of “just getting by.” They take on the attitude that people are all just “putting in their time,” and that, with life’s many ups and downs....yes...there are seemingly more downs. you pass your days surfing the net, traveling, or watching t.V and movies. Then, after giving up on the pursuit of happiness, they come to actually “enjoy” your sadness!

some said the pursuit of happiness is an" unalienable" right....hmmmm... If that is true, then why is lasting joy so hard to achieve????

marriage?sacred word huh...guess it brings a level of contentment (of course, with a certain normal amount of stress) and satisfaction from sharing your life with someone special. as far as i know married people live longer—men by 7 years, women by about 4 years..how far is the truth?i wonder

sometimes we have to learn to let go and try to seek for that something that we've been missed out in life..just be ready and give a chance to yourself although deep inside its hard to do so....something that holds you back..

i just remember my fav part of words from my previous reading few years back,saying...

Life pushes us all around. Some give up. Others fight. A few learn the lesson and move on. They welcome life pushing them around. To these few people, it means they need and want to learn something. They learn and move on.

— Robert Kiyosaki, Rich Dad, Poor Dad

its just depends on how and when you let yourself to accept these new changes coz you have all your chances in front of you...you decide..